still alive - maybe?

I keep forgetting that I have a blog. And I need to sometimes to write something there. Oh well.

It's been already 5 months when I last time wrote something here. It's getting harder and harder to even write something here because I have no idea what to post, but as I have a blog so I at least need to try.

I'm still busy (or 'busy') with school, hopefully I manage to graduate next spring. This just gets so annoying, but then again - my own fault being so lazy. Sigh. I never apply for school anymore. See me to apply plenty schools when I graduate.

But anyway, summer was and went long time ago, and seems that autumn also have turned to be winter. And it's just couple weeks until it's December and then less than 2 months (!!) that it's year 2014. It's sometimes so crazy how fast time flies. It was just begin of the year and now I need to believe that it's almost the end of year.

I don't know what else to write as I'm a bit out of ideas, but at least I can try to update earlier than now. Let's see.

le sigh.

Oh, hi. I haven't updated for almost month. Ops. I had a lot things after christmas eve which I was thinking to post here, but then again - missing motivation, so I won't do them anymore. lol. not that anyone would be interested of them anyway.

But I guess that I'll shortly tell what I have done by now:

• Christmas & New Year went mostly with my parents. Whole my sister's family there as well Christmas holidays, but then they left as my sis had work. On New Year, we went to watch some New Year celebration to Äkäslompolo, where is way too much people to my taste but oh well. Somethign different that usual, boring New Year eve sitting on computer & listening when you hear first fireworks.
• I also did some downhill skiing first time in like .... 7 years. idk. As my 'second family' (they seriously think me as some kind of family-member - or even as their daughter like my mom once said - as I always go there when I go to Helsinki and their kids keeps asking when I come back when I left, lol.) It was fun actually. Tho my legs hurt after that. 
• At first weekend of 2013, my parents bring me back to my apartment so I can come back to reality - aka studying again. My motivation has been in bad shape quite while and I have been worried about it while already. But then again, as I have some sort of plan how I will continue studying for while, I seriously can't complain about this as it's all my fault being lazy-ass. 
• I think that Imentioned earlier than mom was meant to order blu-ray player to me as xmas present. And she did. at first, as we don't have such thing like HDMI-cable, so dad needed to buy one so we can check that my blu-ray actually work. And it did. But when we came back here, my old, stupidly big TV has no HDMI, so we needed to new TV (which I love♥). and of course new table from IKEA. lol. I have wanted new TV for while, so I'm happy to get one. :'D (I was thinking that I have no reason to beg one as my dad needs very good reason to buy one, so...)
• And then again, I had had this huge BTOB-thing going lately. pretty much a bit after Christmas, I just decided finally learn their names as I like them a lot. I liked a lot of Insane when they debuted and then WOW was awesome song ;; but as always, somehow all these korean names are super hard for me and I just can't remember their names and faces and such. Expect some special cases. So I started watching BTOB diary. Some might know that BTOB has actually MTV diary. Other one is first with 64 episodes, which all are mostly ~10mins long. And other one is newer, called B+ BTOB diary, and it had 5 episodes, which are ~30min long. And they are doing stuff with MTV diary staff. lol. And well, you know, when you give your to devil, it takes your whole arm, or how it's in english.
• And then, as I watched BTOB diary more and more, I started to notice some kind of change in my men taste because of them. I mean, they might be born between 1990-95, but they definitely are like 5-year-old kids. ALL OF THEM. so yeah. And their leader seems has got me around his finger, because he can be act like most stupid leader ever, I still love him. /cries a river

... and that's pretty much everything. boring life is boring. but have stupid face!eunkwang: 

oh, stop it.

Okay, time to bring blog back to life. Even though it haven't been so dead lately as I have tried to find some kind of inspiration, how I make layout for this blog, but haven't found anything nice to my taste. As I'm such a huge perfectionist (in some cases, like layouts, not always. lol), something is hard to made my taste, seriously. I kinda want to something simple, but everything is too simple. I want something nice little details and something cute, but all is too cute and too detailed. Yeah, maybe I should make own. Before I just need to remind me of HTML and stuff. But hey, it should be easy as I'm coder. tsk.

But I always went two weeks ago to Helsinki as it was fall break for week and it was totally needed break! Oh dear, how busy I have been with school and everything. And I'm still, but I didn't allow to think such things during my break as there was mean to take easy, not stress even more.

But anyway, considering how weather was all rainy and not-so-good-but-normal-fall-weather, I had nice holiday. I went to see theater-versions of Disney's Aladdin, which was great, even it was both in finnish and swedish. Actors made such awesome job there ♥ I also went to Hullut Päivät of Stockmann at first time in my life. And I'm not as traumatized as I thought. It was hectic, but still.. not so bad. Though, I didn't even bought so much as I might have wanted. Thought I was super-tempted just buy tickets to Osaka or Nagoya, but as I can't leave this country anytime soon, so I need keep myself of it.

I also met few friends. one was the one I haven't seen... for 6 years. Hahah. It was nice to see her, even though our meeting was quiet quick because of reasons, oh well. To other, I met pretty much because I had something to give her. But anyway. Sometimes, I wonder that I have so many people I know, live in Helsinki, but I rarely actually see them. Partly because I'm such a shy person, but anyway.

What else. And it seems that snow has come to stay a bit longer than last time as it snowed here (without my knowing) last night. Tho, it's saying that tomorrow will rain, so it might melt again. Oh well. Tho, I prefer this whiteness than all dark of fall. yeah, some people might complain how snow is ew and stuff, but I take matter as "snow will come sooner or later, did I like it or not." But I like snow... until I start wait for summer.

And as busy woman I'm, I again going around Finland, almost at least. This weekend, I'm meant to go make little visit at my sis' place to Rovaniemi, as she has asked me to come and all. (and she promised to pay my travelling there and back, hahah. as I'm poor student with too much travelling). And next week, even though I meant to go to my parents' place to celebrate fathers' day, but as I forgot that my auntie's birthday is in same weekend, so we're going to Oulu instead to celebrate them.

And weekend after that, it's again other trip to Helsinki. this time for one of my best friends' birthday. And then I might take a break of travelling. Might. But then again after that, Christmas is already close by then. And it means buying presents. And it also means that people start ask you about what you mean to have as present. And problem will be that all I really want are damn expensive and that kind of presents that I might not like to ask them someone other than my family. :'D

But I stop here as I should be sleeping by now.

sweety birthday.

This is going to be just short entry for my birthday. idk.

Bought these things above for me as birthday present: new issue of new fashion magazine Costume as it was released today and then newest moomin-mug. ♥

well, mostly today I have been at school and tried to get my student business back normal as last year was quite weak year for me T^T; oh well.

dance in the moonlight~

Hello again! It feels weird to update already, but as I wanted to write already (and no one actually give a fuck if I update this or not, so). Stockmann is celebrating its 150th birthdays this year, so there are all kind nice stuff, like this limited moomin mug. I just ordered this for me & my sister. I don't know when I get them (if I get them at all - as I'm paranoid as fuck, seriously). We'll see as those are pretty limited and moomins are just damn popular in Finland - as it seems to be other places too. But I need this to my collection. ;; /anxious

And just to show how huge moomin-freak I am, I show you mugs I already own. Please, notice that, 5-6 mugs aren't there because they are at my parents' place. And these just these 'normal' mugs, as some moomin-fans that there is so many different moomin-stuff around. 

First pic has those mugs, I don't use anymore. Their manufacturing is either ended or they are season-products. And the second pic has those I use regularly. And I just noticed when I took pics of these that one has been season-mug couple years is still in regular use. I need to put it away there, before I break it ;; 

And what else? Today I got my Supernatural's seasons 2-4. I watched first season last week, because I have never actually see it. And got hooked. So I needed to order more seasons ;; And thinking that Avengers is released this Friday too, so I have quiet much to watch. :Dv not that I actually complain. (I should also study a bit this weekend, but... we'll see.)

And I actually could talk about fandom-stuff too here, but somehow not feeling doing so, I stop this post here. 

crash and burn.

Hello guys. It's already September. Need to get back to normal life, tho it doesn't actually make me too excited. As my normal life is boring.

Luckily I have a lot things going on these few months. This month, I will to travel to Vaasa to celebrate my birthday next week. A week after that I need probably go back to my parents' place as it's my mom's birthday then and my present is too heavy (big book, hard covers, probably ~500 pages) to send there via postal service. Oh well.

And next month, I'll turn into 22. And few days after it, I'll go to Helsinki to hang out for while. It's quite much activities to my activities-less life. 

what else. I'm quite excited of Orange Caramel's comeback ;; their concept look so stunning. ♥ my girls. Also waiting u-kiss' comeback, as they are my babies :( ♥ Aaand. There is so much to wait for that I'm totally confused. heh. 

And B.A.P's repackage album is always, I gotta love with daehyun-version of I remember, it sounds too awesome. ♥ But I hope that TS finally gives them some deserved rest, my boys will pass out soon :(

But some pics for now, because I try not to talk nonsense.

Puhdistus (Purge) by Sofi Oksanen & Hunger Games.

bought these last week, because I'm book-holic nowadays..

I also got new haircut, it's much easier to see now. lol

shiny belt from gina tricot ♥

new jacket from vero moda. I have needed this kind of jacket so long already, love it.

As I have been tempted to check which perfumes KICKS had -20% off, I went to check it today. And as I have always wanted to Juice Couture-perfume, I couldn't resist *_* other one is for my sister as Christmas present. 

Put I stop for now, see ya. ♥

tick-tock

it's been while - again. Summer is already gone and soon will start school for me again. I need start to think what to do with my life again. And it's quite depressing. I know that I'm too young to think that my life is over and I just can't get anything with my life, but... I'm quite easily depressed person. 8| oh well.

And where this summer went again? You wait like whole long winter that summer comes and when it comes, you come like a zombie and when it almost end, you wonder where it went. oh well. But seriously, I haven't done much this summer. Well, expect some part of practical job, but anyway. Around end of June, I came to my parents place, and I'm still here. About couple weeks and I need to go back to own apartment. How lonely.

What else? Well. I just that's all. Going to update again, when I have something serious. Maybe..?