le sigh.

Oh, hi. I haven't updated for almost month. Ops. I had a lot things after christmas eve which I was thinking to post here, but then again - missing motivation, so I won't do them anymore. lol. not that anyone would be interested of them anyway.

But I guess that I'll shortly tell what I have done by now:

• Christmas & New Year went mostly with my parents. Whole my sister's family there as well Christmas holidays, but then they left as my sis had work. On New Year, we went to watch some New Year celebration to Äkäslompolo, where is way too much people to my taste but oh well. Somethign different that usual, boring New Year eve sitting on computer & listening when you hear first fireworks.
• I also did some downhill skiing first time in like .... 7 years. idk. As my 'second family' (they seriously think me as some kind of family-member - or even as their daughter like my mom once said - as I always go there when I go to Helsinki and their kids keeps asking when I come back when I left, lol.) It was fun actually. Tho my legs hurt after that. 
• At first weekend of 2013, my parents bring me back to my apartment so I can come back to reality - aka studying again. My motivation has been in bad shape quite while and I have been worried about it while already. But then again, as I have some sort of plan how I will continue studying for while, I seriously can't complain about this as it's all my fault being lazy-ass. 
• I think that Imentioned earlier than mom was meant to order blu-ray player to me as xmas present. And she did. at first, as we don't have such thing like HDMI-cable, so dad needed to buy one so we can check that my blu-ray actually work. And it did. But when we came back here, my old, stupidly big TV has no HDMI, so we needed to new TV (which I love♥). and of course new table from IKEA. lol. I have wanted new TV for while, so I'm happy to get one. :'D (I was thinking that I have no reason to beg one as my dad needs very good reason to buy one, so...)
• And then again, I had had this huge BTOB-thing going lately. pretty much a bit after Christmas, I just decided finally learn their names as I like them a lot. I liked a lot of Insane when they debuted and then WOW was awesome song ;; but as always, somehow all these korean names are super hard for me and I just can't remember their names and faces and such. Expect some special cases. So I started watching BTOB diary. Some might know that BTOB has actually MTV diary. Other one is first with 64 episodes, which all are mostly ~10mins long. And other one is newer, called B+ BTOB diary, and it had 5 episodes, which are ~30min long. And they are doing stuff with MTV diary staff. lol. And well, you know, when you give your to devil, it takes your whole arm, or how it's in english.
• And then, as I watched BTOB diary more and more, I started to notice some kind of change in my men taste because of them. I mean, they might be born between 1990-95, but they definitely are like 5-year-old kids. ALL OF THEM. so yeah. And their leader seems has got me around his finger, because he can be act like most stupid leader ever, I still love him. /cries a river

... and that's pretty much everything. boring life is boring. but have stupid face!eunkwang: 

so it's time.

Hello again. I have nothing to interesting again, but as I feel like blogging so I'll do it, so I don't need to do something like homework. blah.

It's been October already 7 days and I feel pretty anxious, because it means that I have only 3 days left of being 21 years old. I haven't celebrated my birthday for while, but oh well. It's still nice that someone even says that 'happy birthday'. yeah, I'm that cheesy.

But then again, next Friday, I'll be on train on my way to Helsinki. Taking night train, which means that I'm in Helsinki super-early, at 7am. Though, I'm feeling anxious that my relative (whose place I'm planning to stay) hasn't replied to my message yet, so I have no idea if they are home or not. 8| Tho, it's still too early be all 'where I stay?!!!'-drama, so I just try to wait and try to contact with her, hoping that I'll get hold of her soon. /le sigh.

But anyway as there is Hullut Päivät (means something like Mad Days, as there is tons and tons different things in low price!) in Stockmann from Wed to Sun next week, so I can enjoy of my first Hullut Päivät as they somehow always are then, when I have no chance go shopping there (which might be good as I'd probably buy too much anyway). But now as they start on birthday, I can spent two last days there. Tho I didn't find much of stuff I need from the catalog  but I know that I might end to buy some unnecessary stuff anyway, so.

I don't have pretty much else, so you get picspam for once.

autumn colors 

bought new mascara yesterday for blue eyes,

also new brushes as previous is like years old, heh.

close-up dull-face.

love of my life - food ♥

 outfit on other day. (plus messy table)

shirt - ONLY, bolero - pieces, jeans - gina tricot

better pic of my gina tricot-jeans ;; ♥

new scarf from gina tricot. ♥

as I have drooled over this bag so long, so I finally decided to buy it.

from Vero Moda/Pieces. 

okay, that's all, so I end this with my new kpop love, boy band called 100%. ♥ they are awesome!

take me away.

As I kinda knew, this happened. Not updating. But no one really cares about so, whatever. Well, to be honest, there hasn't happened anything special since I updated last time. 


Mostly has been working and hitting my head to wall as PHP can sometimes be a bit of bitch. Or maybe a lot. And then, just trying to spent too much money, lately. I still need to live this week quite few money, expect if my dad has put some money to me. (It's just sad fact that you can't live 15€ long.) 


Last weekend my mom & dad came here. Mostly because I asked them to come and a bit, because dad needed to fly to Helsinki on Sunday. On Saturday, we visited some stores. I bought new swimsuit, or my mom bought it. I just need to it when I go to Helsinki (again) next month. I don't usually like swimming, but. :'D I also bought quite much Moomin-stuff. I'm such a moomin-freak, damnit. 


And what else. Oh, dad went to see some cars as he has been planning to get new one as company car. well, he didn't buy anything but tried various cars. As me & mom needed to tag with him, we watched them as well. And wondering what kind of car we want as shopping-car :D And we both kinda fell for this: 

It's Volswagen Up! :D it looked nice. tho the one that was there was red and it looked nicer. But anyway, maybe we'll win in lottery one day and can buy it. or something.


Also, on Saturday was Eurovision Grant Final. My favourite sport-event! ... wait what. but anyway. I wasn't surprised that Finland, aka our lovely country, didn't make it till Finals, because well. I don't even remember how our song even sounded like. That kind of boring song it was. And I also knew that, in the end, Sweden will win. As everyone has been praised it so much. Well, I suppose that I need to do this my long-waited visit to Sweden to meet my swedish-half, or whatever. :D Let's see when it'll happen (in August). 


And as my parents left, I was feeling quite. not feeling to do anything. so I decided to just watch some movies. One of them was Tintin. Too lazy to write whole name, but still. It was great! I just love Tintin. Idk what is in it, but it's awesome! and animation was just so pretty. ♥ 


And I have also watched some Harry Potter-movies. Mostly last 3. I just love them. Okay, I love all Harry Potter-movies. They are awesome. But anyway. 


And some fangirl-stuff, as my entries are nothing if I don't mention anything about them (just decided it). But well, there is much. as. well. just today listened new releases from Teen Top, G.NA and B1A4. Either Teen Top or G.NA actually had nice songs, or I don't know. I just listened them once or so. But Teen Top isn't even something I fangirl about, but I like some of their songs. Tho this EP was blah, for real. B1A4's new songs from their special version of their album INGINITION were pretty nice, tho I gave them just few listening. idk, maybe I'm just getting old. lol.


and I totally forgot say that I finally got my Mastercard-card yesterday and I have been wondering since that day what I should order from net, so I can see that it actually works. (As I only got it because my dear Visa Electron can't order anything from net, if the store isn't finnish and doesn't allow webbank-payment. Thanks Nordea.) But the problem with this is that I have no idea what I want to buy. I was thinking to get U-KISS DVD from their Japan days. Or just clothes, as my fashion sense is totally ruined. But then I afraid that dear Johnny decide to announce that they will release something I want from someone I really like. Why I need to like thing such Johnny's Entertainment. It just ruins my life :( NEWS single should be out anytime soon and so. And maybe even Kis-my-ft2 will release single or something. Tho my money went/will go to their DVD which will be released next month. ~90€, bye bye. I didn't needed you anyway. 


And from Kis-my-ft2, we can go to straight to Shinikare. And to be short, I explain it like this: It's japanese mobile drama about something, i don't really know. As it's mobile drama, it's damn hard to watch/find anywhere if you don't live in Japan,  and like you probably guess, I don't. And why I even try to watch it is that it's starred by Fujigaya Taisuke from Kis-my-ft2 :| He looks so gorgeous there and it just makes me hate him. I just can't with. And as NOTTV seemed to have stated that they won't release it in DVD or show it on TV. So they just can kiss my ass. 

ending this entry to this. enjoy!

let's it stay like that.

Actually, I have thought to make a blog (which isn't in Livejournal, seriously) like couple months, but I always thought that a) no one will read it anyway b) I'd forget to update it after while c) it'll be boring. But then I was bored today, so I decided to make it anyway. :|

And if you are searching for a quality blog, you can already skip mine. My blog will be very far away of quality. And every entry will contains a lot of typos and missed words (I'm master to leave some words off when I'm writing, just saying). Just random blog for people to judge.

And as I don't actually have anything to write here (probably never will - actually) so here is some videos.

G.NA - from CUBE, same label where from names such 4minute & Beast are - will have her comeback soon. I actually like her voice (and her boobs - oh, please judge me) and stuff, but I'm not sure about this concept. Mostly those firemen makes me almost puke or something. I don't know why, but I don't like macho men a lot. :s

 This is song which I have listened whole weekend - not even lying - and it still sounds super-good. JJ Project is from JYPE, home of 2PM, Wonder Girls and such, and JJ Project contains two members: JB & JR. Both of them were in Dream High 2 (of which one, I don't like so much btw. I like cast in most part and stuff, but something doesn't 'click' me to actually like it. Maybe that I finished Dream High 1 just before it. oh well).

And well, idk. KAT-TUN will release new single. Seems nice what I read about to be like, tho idk what I should think about 'every member has own rap part' or so. but anyway. Gonna look towards it anyway.

... but till next time, bye~