still alive - maybe?

I keep forgetting that I have a blog. And I need to sometimes to write something there. Oh well.

It's been already 5 months when I last time wrote something here. It's getting harder and harder to even write something here because I have no idea what to post, but as I have a blog so I at least need to try.

I'm still busy (or 'busy') with school, hopefully I manage to graduate next spring. This just gets so annoying, but then again - my own fault being so lazy. Sigh. I never apply for school anymore. See me to apply plenty schools when I graduate.

But anyway, summer was and went long time ago, and seems that autumn also have turned to be winter. And it's just couple weeks until it's December and then less than 2 months (!!) that it's year 2014. It's sometimes so crazy how fast time flies. It was just begin of the year and now I need to believe that it's almost the end of year.

I don't know what else to write as I'm a bit out of ideas, but at least I can try to update earlier than now. Let's see.

oh, stop it.

Okay, time to bring blog back to life. Even though it haven't been so dead lately as I have tried to find some kind of inspiration, how I make layout for this blog, but haven't found anything nice to my taste. As I'm such a huge perfectionist (in some cases, like layouts, not always. lol), something is hard to made my taste, seriously. I kinda want to something simple, but everything is too simple. I want something nice little details and something cute, but all is too cute and too detailed. Yeah, maybe I should make own. Before I just need to remind me of HTML and stuff. But hey, it should be easy as I'm coder. tsk.

But I always went two weeks ago to Helsinki as it was fall break for week and it was totally needed break! Oh dear, how busy I have been with school and everything. And I'm still, but I didn't allow to think such things during my break as there was mean to take easy, not stress even more.

But anyway, considering how weather was all rainy and not-so-good-but-normal-fall-weather, I had nice holiday. I went to see theater-versions of Disney's Aladdin, which was great, even it was both in finnish and swedish. Actors made such awesome job there ♥ I also went to Hullut Päivät of Stockmann at first time in my life. And I'm not as traumatized as I thought. It was hectic, but still.. not so bad. Though, I didn't even bought so much as I might have wanted. Thought I was super-tempted just buy tickets to Osaka or Nagoya, but as I can't leave this country anytime soon, so I need keep myself of it.

I also met few friends. one was the one I haven't seen... for 6 years. Hahah. It was nice to see her, even though our meeting was quiet quick because of reasons, oh well. To other, I met pretty much because I had something to give her. But anyway. Sometimes, I wonder that I have so many people I know, live in Helsinki, but I rarely actually see them. Partly because I'm such a shy person, but anyway.

What else. And it seems that snow has come to stay a bit longer than last time as it snowed here (without my knowing) last night. Tho, it's saying that tomorrow will rain, so it might melt again. Oh well. Tho, I prefer this whiteness than all dark of fall. yeah, some people might complain how snow is ew and stuff, but I take matter as "snow will come sooner or later, did I like it or not." But I like snow... until I start wait for summer.

And as busy woman I'm, I again going around Finland, almost at least. This weekend, I'm meant to go make little visit at my sis' place to Rovaniemi, as she has asked me to come and all. (and she promised to pay my travelling there and back, hahah. as I'm poor student with too much travelling). And next week, even though I meant to go to my parents' place to celebrate fathers' day, but as I forgot that my auntie's birthday is in same weekend, so we're going to Oulu instead to celebrate them.

And weekend after that, it's again other trip to Helsinki. this time for one of my best friends' birthday. And then I might take a break of travelling. Might. But then again after that, Christmas is already close by then. And it means buying presents. And it also means that people start ask you about what you mean to have as present. And problem will be that all I really want are damn expensive and that kind of presents that I might not like to ask them someone other than my family. :'D

But I stop here as I should be sleeping by now.

so it's time.

Hello again. I have nothing to interesting again, but as I feel like blogging so I'll do it, so I don't need to do something like homework. blah.

It's been October already 7 days and I feel pretty anxious, because it means that I have only 3 days left of being 21 years old. I haven't celebrated my birthday for while, but oh well. It's still nice that someone even says that 'happy birthday'. yeah, I'm that cheesy.

But then again, next Friday, I'll be on train on my way to Helsinki. Taking night train, which means that I'm in Helsinki super-early, at 7am. Though, I'm feeling anxious that my relative (whose place I'm planning to stay) hasn't replied to my message yet, so I have no idea if they are home or not. 8| Tho, it's still too early be all 'where I stay?!!!'-drama, so I just try to wait and try to contact with her, hoping that I'll get hold of her soon. /le sigh.

But anyway as there is Hullut Päivät (means something like Mad Days, as there is tons and tons different things in low price!) in Stockmann from Wed to Sun next week, so I can enjoy of my first Hullut Päivät as they somehow always are then, when I have no chance go shopping there (which might be good as I'd probably buy too much anyway). But now as they start on birthday, I can spent two last days there. Tho I didn't find much of stuff I need from the catalog  but I know that I might end to buy some unnecessary stuff anyway, so.

I don't have pretty much else, so you get picspam for once.

autumn colors 

bought new mascara yesterday for blue eyes,

also new brushes as previous is like years old, heh.

close-up dull-face.

love of my life - food ♥

 outfit on other day. (plus messy table)

shirt - ONLY, bolero - pieces, jeans - gina tricot

better pic of my gina tricot-jeans ;; ♥

new scarf from gina tricot. ♥

as I have drooled over this bag so long, so I finally decided to buy it.

from Vero Moda/Pieces. 

okay, that's all, so I end this with my new kpop love, boy band called 100%. ♥ they are awesome!

take me away.

As I kinda knew, this happened. Not updating. But no one really cares about so, whatever. Well, to be honest, there hasn't happened anything special since I updated last time. 


Mostly has been working and hitting my head to wall as PHP can sometimes be a bit of bitch. Or maybe a lot. And then, just trying to spent too much money, lately. I still need to live this week quite few money, expect if my dad has put some money to me. (It's just sad fact that you can't live 15€ long.) 


Last weekend my mom & dad came here. Mostly because I asked them to come and a bit, because dad needed to fly to Helsinki on Sunday. On Saturday, we visited some stores. I bought new swimsuit, or my mom bought it. I just need to it when I go to Helsinki (again) next month. I don't usually like swimming, but. :'D I also bought quite much Moomin-stuff. I'm such a moomin-freak, damnit. 


And what else. Oh, dad went to see some cars as he has been planning to get new one as company car. well, he didn't buy anything but tried various cars. As me & mom needed to tag with him, we watched them as well. And wondering what kind of car we want as shopping-car :D And we both kinda fell for this: 

It's Volswagen Up! :D it looked nice. tho the one that was there was red and it looked nicer. But anyway, maybe we'll win in lottery one day and can buy it. or something.


Also, on Saturday was Eurovision Grant Final. My favourite sport-event! ... wait what. but anyway. I wasn't surprised that Finland, aka our lovely country, didn't make it till Finals, because well. I don't even remember how our song even sounded like. That kind of boring song it was. And I also knew that, in the end, Sweden will win. As everyone has been praised it so much. Well, I suppose that I need to do this my long-waited visit to Sweden to meet my swedish-half, or whatever. :D Let's see when it'll happen (in August). 


And as my parents left, I was feeling quite. not feeling to do anything. so I decided to just watch some movies. One of them was Tintin. Too lazy to write whole name, but still. It was great! I just love Tintin. Idk what is in it, but it's awesome! and animation was just so pretty. ♥ 


And I have also watched some Harry Potter-movies. Mostly last 3. I just love them. Okay, I love all Harry Potter-movies. They are awesome. But anyway. 


And some fangirl-stuff, as my entries are nothing if I don't mention anything about them (just decided it). But well, there is much. as. well. just today listened new releases from Teen Top, G.NA and B1A4. Either Teen Top or G.NA actually had nice songs, or I don't know. I just listened them once or so. But Teen Top isn't even something I fangirl about, but I like some of their songs. Tho this EP was blah, for real. B1A4's new songs from their special version of their album INGINITION were pretty nice, tho I gave them just few listening. idk, maybe I'm just getting old. lol.


and I totally forgot say that I finally got my Mastercard-card yesterday and I have been wondering since that day what I should order from net, so I can see that it actually works. (As I only got it because my dear Visa Electron can't order anything from net, if the store isn't finnish and doesn't allow webbank-payment. Thanks Nordea.) But the problem with this is that I have no idea what I want to buy. I was thinking to get U-KISS DVD from their Japan days. Or just clothes, as my fashion sense is totally ruined. But then I afraid that dear Johnny decide to announce that they will release something I want from someone I really like. Why I need to like thing such Johnny's Entertainment. It just ruins my life :( NEWS single should be out anytime soon and so. And maybe even Kis-my-ft2 will release single or something. Tho my money went/will go to their DVD which will be released next month. ~90€, bye bye. I didn't needed you anyway. 


And from Kis-my-ft2, we can go to straight to Shinikare. And to be short, I explain it like this: It's japanese mobile drama about something, i don't really know. As it's mobile drama, it's damn hard to watch/find anywhere if you don't live in Japan,  and like you probably guess, I don't. And why I even try to watch it is that it's starred by Fujigaya Taisuke from Kis-my-ft2 :| He looks so gorgeous there and it just makes me hate him. I just can't with. And as NOTTV seemed to have stated that they won't release it in DVD or show it on TV. So they just can kiss my ass. 

ending this entry to this. enjoy!

let's it stay like that.

Actually, I have thought to make a blog (which isn't in Livejournal, seriously) like couple months, but I always thought that a) no one will read it anyway b) I'd forget to update it after while c) it'll be boring. But then I was bored today, so I decided to make it anyway. :|

And if you are searching for a quality blog, you can already skip mine. My blog will be very far away of quality. And every entry will contains a lot of typos and missed words (I'm master to leave some words off when I'm writing, just saying). Just random blog for people to judge.

And as I don't actually have anything to write here (probably never will - actually) so here is some videos.

G.NA - from CUBE, same label where from names such 4minute & Beast are - will have her comeback soon. I actually like her voice (and her boobs - oh, please judge me) and stuff, but I'm not sure about this concept. Mostly those firemen makes me almost puke or something. I don't know why, but I don't like macho men a lot. :s

 This is song which I have listened whole weekend - not even lying - and it still sounds super-good. JJ Project is from JYPE, home of 2PM, Wonder Girls and such, and JJ Project contains two members: JB & JR. Both of them were in Dream High 2 (of which one, I don't like so much btw. I like cast in most part and stuff, but something doesn't 'click' me to actually like it. Maybe that I finished Dream High 1 just before it. oh well).

And well, idk. KAT-TUN will release new single. Seems nice what I read about to be like, tho idk what I should think about 'every member has own rap part' or so. but anyway. Gonna look towards it anyway.

... but till next time, bye~